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Mind and Body

Solo Tree Black and White

Alcoholic and Spiraling Towards Bottom

By Kristance Harlow | October 31, 2017 |
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Angry at myself. I’ve been drinking every single day for like a week. I know why I’m doing it. Without something to confuse my sense, I don’t have to deal with this internal struggle.

Me Journaling on the beach

How Journaling Has Helped Me Heal

By Kristance Harlow | August 27, 2017 |
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From a young age, I learned that writing about my pain was like talking to a friend. My journal has traveled as far and wide as I have.

Emotional Selfie

When Depression Shows Her Face

By Kristance Harlow | May 29, 2017 |
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Why is Depression so heavy? Hanging around in the pit of my stomach, a pulsating orb, a cancer re-emerging after remission. The sorrow is physically manifested in my gut. I feel a deep discontent. A piece missing or shifted into the wrong position. A heavy weight, crushing. Like soaking wet wool fabric, clinging to my…

skin picking

I Can’t Stop Picking At My Skin

By Kristance Harlow | May 9, 2017 |
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Mom liked to redecorate and renovate. She decked out the main bathroom in blue and put up yellow and blue wallpaper. The dated linoleum floor was replaced with one to match the new décor. The bathtub had always been blue, now the rest of the room was too.

Social Anxiety and Racing Thoughts

By Kristance Harlow | December 28, 2016 |
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I prefer to go under the radar than let people get close and reject me once they get to know me. I am afraid to be honest.

Mural Buenos Aires

Anxious Discomfort and Chronic Fatigue

By Kristance Harlow | May 19, 2016 |
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No matter how ready this anxiety is trying to make me, there is no way to prepare for doom. Living in fear is a kind of hell.

The Dull Ache of Depression

By Kristance Harlow | May 18, 2016 |
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I’m not incredibly sad all the time. I don’t feel much of anything most of the time. I’m not just sadder than I used to be, I’m less everything.

Shadow of someone on a swing

Feeling Half Alive

By Kristance Harlow | May 17, 2016 |
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Up and down emotions. One moment I feel excited and ready to try something new, and the next I am afraid of rejection and hide back in my bed.

Street Art Face with Mouth Covered

Depression, Sensitivity, and Effort

By Kristance Harlow | May 16, 2016 |
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Where is the inspiration I used to have? It feels weird to be an adult and sometimes feel like the same sad little kid I once was.

I Was Invisible Until Batman Kicked my Ass

By Kristance Harlow | October 14, 2015 |
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Imagine my surprise when I looked in the mirror and I wasn’t there. I couldn’t see myself, at all. I also couldn’t remember what I looked like. Have you ever had to search for something when you had no idea what that thing looked like? It’s not very easy. I have a vivid imagination and fancy…

If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, call your local emergency number. The numbers listed here are the commonly used numbers for the stated region, the numbers can vary greatly depending on where you live. If you don't know your country's equivalent to 911, this wiki page and The Lifeline Foundation have comprehensive listings.

Americas

911

The Americas

Europe

112

Europe

Africa

112 & 999

Africa

Asia

112, 999, 110

Asia

Oceania

112, 911, 999, 111, & 000

Oceania

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